Sorry I've been massively MIA lately. It's no coincidence that I disapeared after getting that cricut. I've been scrapping away. I also bought a cuttlebug a week or 2 ago so I'm going a bit scrap crazy.
It's great therapy for the difficulties we're facing at the moment. This Thursday, the 27th would have been my due date for the baby we lost last Nov. And to add insult to injury, it'll be marked by yet another failed cycle. Nice little reminder of how I'm definitely not pregnant, let alone holding a newborn.
I really struggle with the fairness of it all. I may have already said. But it's so hard when you see all the fertile mertles around you. Perhaps they've had their struggles as well. Or struggle in different areas. But it's tough when it seems to come so easily to others. WHY is it so hard for us?
But then I remember that God has the whole world in his hands. He hasn't forgotten us. He knows exactly what we want and how badly we want it. But He in his infinite wisdom has a better plan. And He works all things for our good. Sounds like a whole bunch of cliche quotes but they really comfort me. They relieve the anger and bitterness, even if only for a moment. I need to keep these thoughts at the forefront of mind at all times, I guess.
Maybe that's the reason for all of this. Who knows.
Anyways, I spoke with my doctor and he said Heartland Fertility Clinic might not see me if I'm still breastfeeding. I got all worked up. I mean. It's only once per day! But I called them and they were fine with it. Not only that, but apparently I was already a patient there from last time! So instead of waiting 6 months to get in, June 2nd I have my first appointment with an RE. Hooray! I already had some basic bloodwork done. All seems fine so far. But there's a whole lot more to look for. I have an ultrasound June 14th and I'm sure my husband will be getting a battery of tests done as well. I'm just glad to have the show on the road. Wondering what's wrong with us is the hardest part. Even if it's not fixable, some answers would be nice.
Until then, pray or send good thoughts if you can. My heart goes out to anyone else dealing with the same. :(
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Cricut Expression.
This machine is a must have for scrapbookers. It has definitely taken my SBing up a notch. I got it about a month ago (saved up my pennies!) and I haven't been able to stay away from it. The possibilities are endless with this machine. The 2 boxes you see there are cartridges. You put them in the Cricut and they tell it what shapes to cut. Full words, single letters, shapes, tags, swirlies...You can chose size (up to 2 feet tall!) position on the page (if you're using just small scraps of paper) depth, pressure and speed of blade, all kinds of things! You can cut vinyl for wall stickers, like this:
http://www.provocraft.com/products/catalog.php?page=4&cl=cricut&scl=Cartridge&cat=
There are some seriously gorgeous ones. The machine came with 2, and I have 1 coming in the mail. Got it off ebay for 25 incl shipping. Pretty good deal for Canada. These things retail at over 100 sometimes. I know where all my "allowance" is going for the next several months!!
Here's a sample of the layouts you can create. This my most recent. I'm really happy with how it turned out. I totally recommend this machine. I'm having way too much fun with it. :D
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
giveaway!
Win a fleece diaper cover and kamsnaps gift cert.
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Monday, February 21, 2011
Babysitting.
My son needs a playmate. Play dates are fun, I get together with friends a few times per week, and there's playgroup on Tuesdays. But that's still only 2 hours or so. This kid was not meant to be an only child. So I've decided to start babysitting. I've posted an ad; we'll see if anyone responds.
The extra money will be an added bonus of course. If I'm still not pregnant by next winter we'll probably use the money to go on a little vacation. I'm wishing I thought of this a year ago because I could have really used a vacation this winter. But alas. It's almost over. I mean, old man winter hasn't loosened his grip yet, but he can't hang on forever! And then it's going to be looong hot days, basking in the sunshine in the kiddie pool... working on a killer tan..... That's all a person could ask for, really. Oh and a playmate for DS.
The extra money will be an added bonus of course. If I'm still not pregnant by next winter we'll probably use the money to go on a little vacation. I'm wishing I thought of this a year ago because I could have really used a vacation this winter. But alas. It's almost over. I mean, old man winter hasn't loosened his grip yet, but he can't hang on forever! And then it's going to be looong hot days, basking in the sunshine in the kiddie pool... working on a killer tan..... That's all a person could ask for, really. Oh and a playmate for DS.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Kefir!
I've been trying to write this post for quite some time now. I need to share the Kefir love. I was given some grains by a friend when I was only first mildly interested. Since then, it has done nothing but impress me.
Kefir grains look like tiny heads of cauliflower. You put them in a sugary liquid and they eat up the sugar and turn the liquid it into an effervescent, slightly alcoholic beverage that's actually good for you! Packed with millions of probiotics, tons of vitamins, minerals and yeast, it has been heralded as nothing less than a superfood. It cleans out the digestive system and helps your body absorb nutrients better, run more efficiently, improve immunity, curb unhealthy cravings and has a calming effect on nerves.
Dairy Kefir's sugar of choice is lactose. It thrives in any type of milk. Which is great because my son is allergic to cow's milk so I can make him his own out of goat's milk. If you're lactose intolerant you could probably still eat dairy kefir, as the grains pretty much eat all the lactose.
Anyways, all you have to do is throw the grains in a jar, fill it partway with milk and wait a day or 2. Just as it starts to separate, strain off the "whey" and collect the curds. Don't use a metal strainer, I use cheesecloth.
When I first made kefir I let it separate much to long. It gave it a sour, vinager taste. Now that I strain it on time it tastes pretty much like plain yogurt. I like to mix it in smoothies or with juice. My son LOVES it. Even plain.
Water kefir is a little different. It thrives on just plain water and sugar. Some people add molasses, lemon, ginger, banana, all kinds of things! My personal favourite is just putting it in straight grape juice. It comes out tasting much like a sweet wine or champagne, really, since it's fizzy. I don't have actual water kefir grains. I just converted my milk grains.
I'm thrilled to have found this because growing up I was on antibiotics. A lot. My immune system is fairly shot. So I'm working really hard to get my daily intake of kefir. (I think they say 8 oz a day? But work your way up to that.)
I'm 100% willing to share my grains with anyone, since they do grow and multiply. I'm starting to notice this lol. And the more grains you have the faster it ferments the liquid so. Lemme know if you want some! :)
Kefir grains look like tiny heads of cauliflower. You put them in a sugary liquid and they eat up the sugar and turn the liquid it into an effervescent, slightly alcoholic beverage that's actually good for you! Packed with millions of probiotics, tons of vitamins, minerals and yeast, it has been heralded as nothing less than a superfood. It cleans out the digestive system and helps your body absorb nutrients better, run more efficiently, improve immunity, curb unhealthy cravings and has a calming effect on nerves.
Dairy Kefir's sugar of choice is lactose. It thrives in any type of milk. Which is great because my son is allergic to cow's milk so I can make him his own out of goat's milk. If you're lactose intolerant you could probably still eat dairy kefir, as the grains pretty much eat all the lactose.
Anyways, all you have to do is throw the grains in a jar, fill it partway with milk and wait a day or 2. Just as it starts to separate, strain off the "whey" and collect the curds. Don't use a metal strainer, I use cheesecloth.
When I first made kefir I let it separate much to long. It gave it a sour, vinager taste. Now that I strain it on time it tastes pretty much like plain yogurt. I like to mix it in smoothies or with juice. My son LOVES it. Even plain.
Water kefir is a little different. It thrives on just plain water and sugar. Some people add molasses, lemon, ginger, banana, all kinds of things! My personal favourite is just putting it in straight grape juice. It comes out tasting much like a sweet wine or champagne, really, since it's fizzy. I don't have actual water kefir grains. I just converted my milk grains.
I'm thrilled to have found this because growing up I was on antibiotics. A lot. My immune system is fairly shot. So I'm working really hard to get my daily intake of kefir. (I think they say 8 oz a day? But work your way up to that.)
I'm 100% willing to share my grains with anyone, since they do grow and multiply. I'm starting to notice this lol. And the more grains you have the faster it ferments the liquid so. Lemme know if you want some! :)
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Spring cleaning
We're pretty much no where near spring. Not where I live. But I've got a pretty intense urge to declutter and organize. Maybe I'm trying to force spring to come by doing so, who knows. But it feels good. I did quite a lot today. I threw out things I'd glossed over many times before. My husband told me to stop because I kept asking him what such and such was for, and whether he needed it. Lol. Too bad. Once I'm in the zone I can't stop. He understands. He gets that way too sometimes. But I guess it's annoying when it's not you.
I love the idea of living simply. If I could set up a tent in the woods and live off the land I'd be pretty happy. But alas, that's not very practical. Especially where it gets to minus 40. Lol. So I guess I'll just have to do what I can...
Our crock pot broke a few days ago. Well, Tyler broke it. I was pretty mad at first. Not gonna lie. It was huge, and relatively new. It seemed like such a waste. But after a few minutes I realized it really was no big deal. Who needs a crock pot, really? It's almost not worth the massive amount of space it takes up. Sure it makes a mean pulled pork but I think we'll survive. Lol. We've decided not to replace it.
Just one step towards living more simply.
I love the idea of living simply. If I could set up a tent in the woods and live off the land I'd be pretty happy. But alas, that's not very practical. Especially where it gets to minus 40. Lol. So I guess I'll just have to do what I can...
Our crock pot broke a few days ago. Well, Tyler broke it. I was pretty mad at first. Not gonna lie. It was huge, and relatively new. It seemed like such a waste. But after a few minutes I realized it really was no big deal. Who needs a crock pot, really? It's almost not worth the massive amount of space it takes up. Sure it makes a mean pulled pork but I think we'll survive. Lol. We've decided not to replace it.
Just one step towards living more simply.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Free the feet!
So, add it to my list of crunchy obsessions. I seem to find a new one every couple weeks. Barefootedness!
I first came across it in a running forum I frequent. The idea is that most shoes, especially sneakers and the like, have arch support, a heel that's higher than the toe, and excess padding. Seems weird to do away with something that has "support" in the name! But really, it's support that's not doing you any favours. It's like sitting in a wheelchair when you have perfectly capable legs for walking. Sit in it too long your legs muscles will start to atrophy. That's exactly what happens to your feet. All the many muscles in your foot become weak. The tendon behind your heel shortens, especially if you wear high heels. Your bones form and mold to the shoe. You lose communication with the ground. You walk/run differently because the padding prevents you from feeling what you're doing wrong. Maybe not too big a deal for walking, but as runners know, the "heel strike" can cause some serious damage. I know it all too well. I got plantar fasciitis 2 summers ago. Owie! Plus, the heel strike is just an inefficient style of running. Landing midfoot is actually more efficient!
This is especially true for young growing children. Their feet are that much more vulnerable. The difficult thing is that going shoeless isn't always an option. Obviously in winter you're going to need some form of footwear. Or in places that are dangerous. But if you aim for shoes that are as thin, flat and flexible as possible, as often as possible, you'll be doing your feet a favour. I busted out an old pair of tennis shoes. They'll do for now. I'm probably going to go buy a pair of ballet slippers! And for summer running I'm thinking of getting those infamous Vibram Five Fingers. I think that's nearly as close as you can get to barefooting that you can wear outside and not wear out in a day. I need to go shopping!
I first came across it in a running forum I frequent. The idea is that most shoes, especially sneakers and the like, have arch support, a heel that's higher than the toe, and excess padding. Seems weird to do away with something that has "support" in the name! But really, it's support that's not doing you any favours. It's like sitting in a wheelchair when you have perfectly capable legs for walking. Sit in it too long your legs muscles will start to atrophy. That's exactly what happens to your feet. All the many muscles in your foot become weak. The tendon behind your heel shortens, especially if you wear high heels. Your bones form and mold to the shoe. You lose communication with the ground. You walk/run differently because the padding prevents you from feeling what you're doing wrong. Maybe not too big a deal for walking, but as runners know, the "heel strike" can cause some serious damage. I know it all too well. I got plantar fasciitis 2 summers ago. Owie! Plus, the heel strike is just an inefficient style of running. Landing midfoot is actually more efficient!
This is especially true for young growing children. Their feet are that much more vulnerable. The difficult thing is that going shoeless isn't always an option. Obviously in winter you're going to need some form of footwear. Or in places that are dangerous. But if you aim for shoes that are as thin, flat and flexible as possible, as often as possible, you'll be doing your feet a favour. I busted out an old pair of tennis shoes. They'll do for now. I'm probably going to go buy a pair of ballet slippers! And for summer running I'm thinking of getting those infamous Vibram Five Fingers. I think that's nearly as close as you can get to barefooting that you can wear outside and not wear out in a day. I need to go shopping!
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